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nakakalungkot na nakakabwisit.. :( naghirap naman akong magaral ah. tapos ang comment you'er just memorizing things.. haay...

PARCy!!!

48 hours of intense preparation for a 10 minute orals, which in the end depended only in my hands since it was a stupid draw lots whose numbers were traceable at the back. it wasn't fun. there was no element of surprise or satisfaction. was it wrong to chose that which made itself manifest? i knew it beforehand. and i did it willingly. so it was morally wrong. heck.

MOMOK!!!

tanginang momoc momoc momoc!! arrghhh!!! *$^#$%&$#&*%$#)!(@#$^%*"^)#$

(breathe... breathe... breathe...)

katatapos lang ng final orals sa ... sa... arrghhh !@#%)!@@#$% *^)235233%a
sa ethics... ang damot damot sa grades ng gagong teacher... may point sya sa pero may point din naman ako. why won't he be open to suggestions and new interpretations basta based sa text. pucha. tlga...

lesson learned: sa orals, always answer and abide by your own context. e.g. chose kant if ur a bro, since it's closest to your chief's connections.

to think, i stayed up late for two days doing that paper. pucha.. and i thought it was perfect. kahit man lang B. nakakainis!!!!!!!! nakakbanas!!!!! and to think na i prepared for the orals for three nights in a row!! three nights in a fuckin row!! arrgh... i will not be shocked if he doesn't give me even a fuckin C+. pucha.

haay... okay.. im calmer now...

OC dream

OC scene: julie and exbf comes out of apartment. julie kisses exbf on lips, lightly. camera shot. amera shot.

DREaM: camera man comes closer.
Cameraman: aha! i caught u on camera?
JUlie: what? him? affair? of course not.

pushes exbf who falls.
julie hacks his head off with an axe. tsug.

julie: see?

pissed

blogger is down at the moment, so im writing down on notepad. yeah, i will be writing the whole afternoon, that would be ughmm.. 7 hours straight typing. im pissed off and tired, and sad, and instead of banging bashing things, which i dont usualy do, im just gonna write and write and fckn write..

im pissed off because, i stayed up late for two straight days to study the most boring subject i ever took, only to end up with a grade of C for the orals. damn fck. and to think that i got c plus on past tests when i dont exert to much effort. pucha tlga. whenver i exert a lot of effort studying, i get lower grades compared to when i study only a little.

and then, i had trouble breathing last night. maybe it had to do with all the stress in crmaiinng tests, but it may also came from smoking to often. i never really smoked more than a pack a day, but im not so perfectly fit anyway.. so i guess, it must be a reason too. so what i did, i got back to ninja crap breathing. sitting down in sazen breathing making stupid signs.. im facsinated with all this control over nature thingy of ninjas but i never really had enlightening results, but i did it neway for the breathing techniques which has good effects. the same breathing through stomach routine blabla.

i studied late again for a test awhile ago. and im pissed off again coz i wasn't able to write down as precisely as the text has said. it became a crap test. although i dont know what it could hve been if i didnt study at all. my grades are plunging down low at this sem. worst case scenario..

film: b
philosci: c
ethics: c
polsci: d
epis: d
theo: c

average: c = 1.83!!!!!!!!!!!

if i dont make it to an average of two, im done for in this skul.. whathas happened to me.. darn... this have been my most boring semester, i got too attached on the feeling, geez. i must atleast get a b+ in film... and a c on ethics. or a c + on theo. then... average would be exactly 2.. pucha.. my lowest q.p.1. in history.. arghhh...

biwisit!!! putikp utik putk..

Regulations

i was walkin "home", lighted a cigarette, when a teacher whom i usually see around campus, walked beside me...

teacher: do i know you?
me: i don't think so... sir... father...
t: are u a student in the university? (glances at my cigarette)
me: yeah... sir.. father.. sir?
t: but u don't know me..
me: no sir.. father...
t: what theo subjs are u takin?
m: theo 151 sir..
t: well, okay don't let anyone see your cigarette.

haha.. im not just a student!!!!! im a frigin semnarian!!
rules rules rules rules rules.. fuck the regulations..

Puff, the magic dragon

i'm back to smokin..
why?
coz of stress...
the best yosi is when taken at 3 am with coffee and a laptop..
after that 7 page paper, i really felt like rewardin myself...
:(
nabreak ung aking 5 days fast... bweset...
no matter, this sembreak would be yosi free newei..
my folks don't know i smoke occasionally.. although they konw that i know how to...
im puuffin puffin again.. phew..
no plan of quitin until i am finished with these darn finals..

and im fuckin bored in that sem...