explanation of the mystery, comp lab

there are just things that one can not just open to any body.
you mean one's life cannot be an open book?
yea.. you can open your life but not to the extent that they know you as you know yourself. for example... you say something that is scandalous and people think of you as... or shun away from you.. lam mo un?
uhmm, are you saying you are afraid to be alone?
im saying i must protect my image?
your false image? comeon dude, you are your image, you shouldn't project yourself as the perfect.
i am not saying that.
okay okay. but you gotta admit, you want people to see you as the way you want them to be seeing you. you don't want them to know you as THEY themself know you. gusto mo ikaw yong magset ng pagtingin nila sayo. right?
well maybe...
yeah. perhaps natrigger yan sa masyadong madaming affirmations, praises na nakuha mo. gusto mo ur image remains that way... but pards, that's not how life is. open your book to everyone. let them read you, your complete you. for when they read you, you get their ho0nest affirmation. gets mo un? and besides.. you may just get your perfect reader. someone who really enjoys your writing. i mean your life -- the wrtings of your book. tska pare... when you read a book, you don't really know everything about it na. impossibleng makilala mo ng buo ang isang aklat pare. either aantokin ka, at hindi mo mabasa ang ibang letters or mabore ka or maexcite tska ililipat mo na ung pages. at kahit man careful ka na magbasa, meron pa ring mga hindi maintindihan.. you know that. you are a fucking book worm..

thanks... let's chat again sometime alright? i have only 2 mins in this damn comp lab.
take care lasher

Comp Lab, Lasher and Ashlar chat

isn't that right? let's see... nagiging mabilis lang ako magsulat and magtype kung may fresh emotion na nararamdaman ko. arrgghhhh.... why can't i just say what im thinking.. that's the idea after all di ba? di ba? kasi pag nagsulat ako tapos i specified something or given too much details.. the reader may know its me, me as in me na (toot)

what's the problem with that?
...well i don't want them to know its me. i prefer to be clouded in mystery.
why do you want to be clouded in mystery?
...kasi...
kasi mafeeling ka na goody goody or sikat sikat or perfect perfect kid?
..maybe...
we've talked about this na di ba?
.. yea... okay let's run through that experience again okay?
shoot lasher.
..okay. i was called to play. i damn wanted to. with hesitations.
what hesitations?
...like uhmm... who am i to be playin for them? im not a member, im not good.
you are not perfect but you are good.
...okay... arghhh.. magulo tayo pareho dudes.
let's call this a day off muna okay?
...good idea


ei, wait...
what?
know what? this is good stuff.
which?
this you know, chit chat chit chat with yourself.
hmmm... i got an idea... maybe its time to make another blog, one specially for our master.
yea! you mean our master the typist right?
yea of course
hell.. he'd love that. let's go tell him
haha. we're good partner..
yea and we may even chat together the three of us.
yea maybe. but even if that wont be possible, atleast he is able to talk with anyone of us right?
yea, wait.. let me clear this up... so you're name will be?
uhmm... i'd be lasher.
okay... and id be ashlar.
haha.. nice. okay then lets publish this shit and let's get to boss.
lets go.

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