Monday, September 26, 2005

PINBOL

Unlimited balls: bmax at the full screen (no highschore)

Extra balls:1max during game play to earn extra balls.

Activate Gravity Well:Type gmax

Complete promotion: rmax (no points)

To earn points, start a game. When playing a game, send the ball through the Hyperspace Chute to spin the flag. While it is spinning, start a new game. That flag will still spin and you will earn some points at the start of the new game.

Move lights:Move the lights at the top by moving the flippers.

Hint: Change background music:Note: This procedure involves changing a game file; create a backup copy of the file before proceeding. Enter the game folder and delete the "pinball.mid" file. Get any MIDI file desired, save it in that folder and rename it to "pinball.mid". Note: It can only be a MIDI file.

YOsi waking moments


first time ko ulit manatiling gising sa buong gabi kanina. i did my philo ethics paper. i think it is good enough naman to get a B man lang. mabwibiwiit ako pag C+ lang ibibigay niya. puchanggima.

ang sarap ng feeling ng umaga pag nararamdaman mo talaga ung change na nangyayari. kasi pag gising ka hindi mo siya ganun maappreciate kasi either may muta ka pa or inaantok pa masyado. gising na gising ako kanina, kaya nakamamangha ang mabagal na pagtaas ng araw sa bundok. unti unting gumising at magingay ang mga hayup. pati mga kuneho ko nagising din dahan dahan.

tuloy mas sumasarap din ang yosi at kape. napayosi ulit ako. after several days of quiting, i found myself puffing another stick due to peer pressure.. if u can call it as that. lasing ang semnet at gising pakami ni pards, nagutom kumuhang tinapay sa main... kuwento kuwento.. labas pack... di nagquit na ako... quit quit daw... (hala kumuha ako ng isa..) haynaku...
then badtrip again kasi bad sharing... hindi authentic ang labas ng pagkashare ko... sarap magyosi... would have jogged if nobody encouraged me to smoke... and then there's an available pack around.. hala.. smoke na nman..

and kanina... it was nice to blow smoke and drink coffee with a beautiful scene slowly enfolding in ur eyes and creation waking up around you...

Friday, September 23, 2005

im quiting cigarettes... again


why?
i always quit when i realize its effects.
why again?
coz i forget its effects after a longtime of not being reminded of it or having been to usual to hear.
what are the effects?
block arteries! heart attack! penis shrinking! bad breathe!
what do u like in cigarettes?
substitute to fidgeting, adds action to boring lives, prevents hated neerdy geeks
isit easy to quit?
yeah. i just jog, make myself healthy and fit. and i wouldn't want to ruin my efforts with just a single puff of smoke.
then why do you smoke at all?
there are times when i dont have time for exercise (busy schedules, bad climate.. etc) and when i start i lose interest in joggin already. intense badtrips also and peer pressure.
advices?
get on with life! smoke or not, its ur life that you want to make meaning out of. so choose.

Puicha pucha pucha pucha


arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
pucha pucha pucha putik sa mukha ng kalabaw!! arrghh!!!

haynaku...
bakit?
kkasi ang sweet nila e...
so?
e.. pucha e!
boyfriend naman niya.
kahit na!!
so di dapat nagiging sweet ang magsyota?
e...
kitam..
im just jealous...
go find another...
ayoko..
then don't curse them like that.
im not cursing them!!!!
yeah right.
im cursing myself...

kawawang bata...
y are all the girls i like alwasy already taken?
all pretty women are already taken man.. especially at this age of urs..
ur right...
so what are u gona do?
sulk inside the closet
you gonna do that?
y not?
go ahead... be a peekabo monster

Friday, September 16, 2005

Nabwibwisit


nabwibwisit ako pare.
bakit naman?
kasi... meetings are coming to an end. and i wont be seeing more of her na.
oh... hayaan mo na madami pa naman jang iba.
malabo yan dude..
how'd you know? di mo nga alam kung ano ang tinatawag na tao e.
sobra naman yan na judgement..
e totoo naman a. all u know are ideas of people.
ouch...
truth hurts...
yeah... tangina mo dude...
:) tnx pare..
so what do you want me to do?
geez.. i dont know din.. well, the usual reply to that is to start with little things..
yeah.. like the community i am in...
precisely...
haay... nakakalungkot...
yeah.. i understand how you feel..
kakaiba kasi siya pare e...
in what way?
e.. i feel happy when im with her..
do you think ul feel the same if you're with another girl that does what she do?
you mean the cheerry corny attitude?
yeah...
well... yes and no...
explain...
yes in the sense that those actions by themselves do attract me, but no because she does them in her own way...
geez.. in english man..
haay... im complicating things again huh...
damn right you are...
okay.. he does X. i like X. but when somebody else does X. i don't like x nemore... so i must like her not the separate X's she does...
okay.. make's sense...
although the X's are certainly being hoped for..
pero wala ka na magagawa dude...
yon nga e... kaya nakakalungkot...
well what matters is now... wyl u have the time pa, spend them with her as much as you can..
yeah thats right..
instead of fretting over the coming loss..
damn right...
so what are you still doing here?
what do you want me to do? track her down? man, she's home by now.
call her?
duh.. i thought u were smart, ur even more stupid than i am..
look who's talking..
i can't call her!!!!!!!
why not?
coz... coz...
see?
bwisit ka pare.
haha ;)
i cnt call her because it totally reveals my intentions.
what's wrong with that?
well 1 is that .. arghhh....
hahaha..
putang ina mo pare...
bahala ka :).
i still won' call..
suit yourself.. di naman ako nawawalan e..
haynaku... whatever happened to the stealth mode?
fuck that mode man...
haaynaku... i don't know dude, maybe ur just high again...
maybe you are high.
no.. i dont know.. im gonna sulk in my closet muna.. figure this out later..
okay... happy sulking..
:S
im kidding...
see ya then..
bye..

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Tangna

wala lang... haay... i dunno... tangina lang...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

NEw chick


there's this new girl i like. pagpasok pa lang niya sa first class, napaturn na head ko. she's not the usual model figure that usually/naturally catches my attention. simple lang siya. shoulderlength hhair.. simple face features.. straight back.. high shoulders... i am seated at her immediate back so i always have the luck of admiring her back beauty everyclass. hopeless romantic.

well what was i supposed to do? ask for her number? start dating her? ---> that's too clicheic.. besides, ....

so having done nothing, i had the pleasure of drawing her back every boring class. i've always drawn people's back's or sides. that way, i would not be confronted. the mysteries remain. no issues brought up. they go their own way. i go mine. she's cute. yeah like a poodle.

well, wat happened was we became groupmates. she's a friend of my blockmate. and as is usually done, blockmates group together. so i had the priveledge again of seeing more of her, and getting to know her little by little.

first meeting, suplada... as in.. simangot...
second meeting, ganun pa rin...
after several other group meetings and mini hang outs, as usually happens to people who see each other often, getting comfortable with each other, i guess that s what happened too. she's always laughing naman na. jokes, pranks, teases. she's cute. like a flower.

and she's quite a bigtime personality huh. it would be really nice to have her as a friend. maybe she became a victim of the natural prejudices of men, having heard who i am. there's a lot more to me dear girl, this blog tells more than what you think there is about me. but u must already know that. being the smart girl like you.

oh well only time will tell. i'll play along with you. im not fake, its just that there is more to me. what you think that i am, is true.. but not entirely. there's a big bad wolf side in me. i guess eeerybody has that side, but i dunno if you do. seeing you very open to life, it's hard to see any lurking mysteries behind you. hmmm.. maybe you've completely destroyed that side. but ive cultivated and raised it. so i know what he is. He's name is Lasher. creepy huh.. :) but then again, nobody can ever really destory evil until one has succumbed to it and allowed the champion to save you. he must be very pleased with a girl like you.

damn. im also a victim of my prejudices. i think so highly of you. concepts are overrunning me agian. its just feels nice to associate you with all the cuteness that i can think of so there. but there's also more to know about you. we havent really talked seriously yet. there'll be time for that. for now, let me just enjoy your making pansin to me. its enough to make my day.

you're really cute... cute.. like your name is cute... just plain you cute without all the biases attached to it.
there..

night mare 3

namiss ko magsulat a. what has happened this past days?

pucha... one sec...

gonna copy the dream lang... last week yata to... friday night if im not mistaken.
this is the third nightmare for this sem if i remember right. i can't remember the second, but i know i had one. the first is written down na here.
nightmare3: monsters wrapped head wiith cloths. scarecrow like. they have powers of imitation. they can look like anybody they wanna be. they can find you and god knows what they will do if they do. you hide from them by disguising yourself and changing ur scent. m a wtich or a wizard. was sleeping on my bed. there were people entering my door. bros and sisters.. playing dead sa floor. tawanan. hahahaha. sleep ulit kami.

BOOM!! anjan na sila mga tanginang monsters! habol habol habol habol.
fibi and pro are afraid. tells me to mumble the incantation. give's me a heartshaped wax scent changer. hide urself, we will meet at the room!

go kami!! im confused! what was the incantation again!?? what room!!!?? but they were gone!! be silent dapat!! i dont know the words!!! aah!!! i put my disguise hold up the scent changer. mumble mumble! i dunno the words!!! i follow the shadow of fibi going in the room. silently, stealthily i peek sa door. puchA!!!!! its one of the monsters!!! disguised as fibi!!!! pucha!!! she or rather he took of her fibi head mask!! takbo! takbo. napansin yata ako... i feel my shawl falling down!! i feel him sensing me. pucha!! i fix the shawl.!! hulog pa rin!! ayan tumayo na ang gago!!! takbo!! BOOM!!!

awake na ko!! same procedure. gathered my beddings. make latag sa floor sa room ni magic! haay..