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it was a mistake to have published my blog publicly. having in mind other people read ur entries although u try ur best not to be aware of them as though they are not really reading any of your entries makes me self conscious that i lose the free flow of my writing i become conscious of grammars and spellings and atleast a good flow of thought. but it was a mistake to have done so. it is better to relive one's self by writing without any intention of pleasing other people or bearing in mind what they have to say about what i write.
there i dont know what i said, i dont bother looking at it again.i just wanna type and type and type... not caring what other people will say. this is still a pubilc blog other people can still read what i write but having changed my address no one who previously knew of my blog will know blablabla.

haayay.. anyway... maybe im not rally to good in english writing or atleast in english kind of flow of copnsciousness... anyway.. sige magtatagalog ako... putang ina.... whowhahaha hahaha. i wrote it and i dont feel any burden having said it.. ow to be free...

anyway... nakakahiya ung nangyari sa akin last monday august 8. pucha... i slept late ng sunday night at mga 3:00. i was reading kasi NARNIA and i was at the horse and his boy part, i couldnt leave unfinished. so un, i finished it til 3. then came morning..nalate pa ako sa prayers... di naman nagalit si bugs bunny.. then i read again a new story after breakfast... then next class ko was an hour later... i didnt read nagpayattention ako... success. di yata ako inantok dun a.

but...

next class polsci... ala pucha... inaantok na ako.. my eyelids were dropping heavily... di ko na kaya. i slouched on the arm of my chair... zzzz slept slept slept...

the numbness of my hand woke me up... i opened my eyes... stretched... whoa!!! my teacher had changed..!! so did my classmates!!! hala... next class na pala. nobody even woke me up.. i knew nobody sa class and they didnt know me either tska i was at the back. nobody would have cared.. pucha...

the teacher was lecturing.. kulang na lang .. pagalitan niya ako and the students laugh at me.. pucha.. buti he spared me that situation. or he could have done so when i already left the room.. i left agad leaving my bag behind.. labo ... tsk tsk.. bwisit... i dont know what happened on the first 15 mins of their class .. they may have already laughed then... poor me... oh welll...

then came afternoon... pictorials ko for the yearbook.. e balik ako ng balik sa bahay.. pagod na ako.. my creative shot was nagsuot ako ng jacket with the hood... then put vamp teeth... pangit.. mas maganda sana effect if i wore soutane and put make.. haay.. sayang... oh well...

i didnt push trhough wiht the bunnies cage... magiging dogyot lang sila dun with their shit all over the floor. basta nasa side ng house with their small cage. i feed them with ipil leaves and several pellets.. i dont wanna talk about bunies again.

nothings up. my eyes hurt. and red....